The part nobody warns you about isn’t only chemo days, scan days, or the day you hear your cancer diagnosis. It’s the quiet after. The hours when you’re home, the calendar looks almost normal, and yet your mind keeps checking the clock like it’s waiting for a nurse to call your name. If you’ve been…
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People talk about letting go like it’s a single brave moment, a clean release, a door shutting with a soft click. Cancer doesn’t work like that. It’s more like learning to loosen your grip one finger at a time, while your life keeps happening. Some days, letting go means releasing what you thought recovery would…
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If you’ve ever walked into a room and forgotten why you’re there, you know that small flash of frustration. Now imagine it happening on the same day you’re already carrying the weight of Cancer treatment. That’s the kind of quiet, stubborn challenge many people call chemobrain. Chemobrain can feel like your brain is trying to…
Read moreHow I Handle Middle-of-the-Night Panic About Cancer Recurrence
It is 2:17 a.m. and my brain has decided that a random twinge in my side means my cancer is back. The room is dark, the house is quiet, and my thoughts are anything but. If you are here, you probably know this feeling. The tight chest. The racing heart. The urge to grab your…
Read moreYou Won’t See Time the Same After This (Cancer and the Gift of Now)
What if the calendar you trust is a mirage? Before cancer, I planned months ahead and counted on a long runway of tomorrows. Then a life changing situation struck. The ground under my feet moved, and with it, my sense of time. This is a story about courage in the everyday and the choice of…
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