The Flavor of Steel Sunday’s roast was the first bite. I’d been waiting for it, just like I always did. My wife had prepared it the way she always had. I inserted my fork. Pennies and cardboard came back at me from the place where the fork had entered. I chewed. I swallowed. I stared…
Read moreAuthor: db
The Flavor of Steel
The Flavor of Steel Sunday’s roast was the first bite. I’d been waiting for it, just like I always did. My wife had prepared it the way she always had. I inserted my fork. Pennies and cardboard came back at me from the place where the fork had entered. I chewed. I swallowed. I stared…
Read more
“Breakfast”
When you sit across from hope, sometimes you don’t realize it. I knew it was going to be one of those days. The kitchen was silent, and we were both already seated. I didn’t ask either of them to join me. No. After almost seven years of living with cancer, I’ve learned that they show…
Read more
Safe Exercise During Chemotherapy: A Gentle Starting Plan
Cancer can make your body feel unfamiliar. One morning, a short walk may clear your head. The next, getting dressed may feel like climbing a steep hill. Still, exercise during chemotherapy may support comfort and function when your healthcare provider agrees. It isn’t a cure for cancer, and it doesn’t replace chemotherapy or other treatment….
Read more
My Veins Have Opinions
“Which arm?” I’ve answered that question hundreds of times. At some point, I gave up waiting for it. I go into the lab. I sit in the chair. I roll up my left sleeve. I move my elbow toward the light before they say a word. Left arm. Above the crease. Always works. There’s something…
Read more